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| It has been almost a year since I sat down to write anything on xanga. It's been a long year, but it has also gone by in a hurry.
I bought that cat my last post refers to, my little Maris, and she is a Russian Blue queen every bit of her. She owns the place and I cannot imagine a life without her right now.
I have been unemployed the whole year, but spent the spring in school getting a couple of better grades where it was needed. Now I'm getting close to the end of a three month internship (?) at the company my uncle works for. The boss and her husband are both old friends of my mom's too, so I usually have a good time there.
Relationships and me are not compatible. I tend to screw things up without doing those mean things that fall under the label of cheating. Still, there are reasons relations don't work out and here I am, probably being single for a while.
I'm glad Southlands is up and running properly again, with some people around too. If the winter darkness and other tiresome things drag me down too low I'm sure I'll spend much time watching over the little elves in Tow, and poke around in the plots by different means.
Let's hope it doesn't take another year before I write here again. | | |
| It's been a very long while since I wrote something here. Lots of things have happened, both good and bad, and life is proceeding slowly but steadily.
I finish work on the 31st of December and it's very relieving to know that there will be no early mornings for a long time, and actually no work except that I'll be studying quite a lot until next summer. Anyhow, even though it means less money I'll enjoy studying for a couple of months and I'll be able to be home much more.
My girl broke up with me a couple of weeks ago, forcing me to pass the opportunity to model on the tattoo expo. Well, I didn't have to skip that but I just couldn't summon enough emotional strength for it. I'm not that upset any longer, but I still do miss her from time to time if nothing else because it's nice to have someone to hug or to get a hug from when you need it. There are others out there that I'll be better to than her, I'm positive about that. That cute girl at work, for example...
I'm buying a cat. It will be damn expensive, but I saw the kittens today and they were gorgeous. Simply gorgeous and a chaotic mess of silvery blueish gray fur clawing and biting away at my legs and feet when they got a chance. I've definitely been looking forward to this, even though I won't actually get my little Maris until February.
A couple of friends are moving way up north and now they don't have any furniture left in their apartment so they spend the weekend in my livingroom. It's great fun and I will miss them a lot when they go away. I just hope that they one day will be back down here in the south of Sweden.
The ancient greeks were not influenced by the ancient greeks. | | |
| *sigh*
Damn, I hate when people don't come and fix things when they're supposed to. Our toilet broke down drastically two days again and the plumber still has to get here and install the new one. It's not a total crisis though, we can actually use the old one in the meantime. But still...
Anyway, started work at 4.18am this morning which ment that my alarm clock beeped at 3.40am. Some days I really hate my work, but the good thing is that it will only be until New Year's Eve and then I'll be unemployed. Or rather, I'll be studying again. Less money, but better hours.
I miss my girl... she's at the Annual Book Fair three hundred miles from here. I would have liked to go there too, but work got in the way. At least she's sending me bits of 18th century Goethe poetry via sms to keep my spirits up.
There hasn't been much time for Southlands the last few days, yet the bits and pieces of the things I see when I'm around looks promising and I'll soon be able to sit down and play properly again.
Enough of this, now it's time to catch up on the sleep before heading out into the night to be dressed up like Pinhead from the Hellraiser movies. Oh, and I'll hopefully be able to post some pictures of the event later on.
I don't care if monday's blue
Tuesday's grey and wednesday too
Thursday i don't care about you
It's friday i'm in love
Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday wednesday break my heart
Thursday doesn't even start
It's friday i'm in love
Saturday wait
And sunday always comes too late
But friday never hesitate...
I don't care if monday's black
Tuesday wednesday heart attack
Thursday never looking back
It's friday i'm in love
Monday you can hold your head
Tuesday wednesday stay in bed
Or thursday watch the walls instead
It's friday i'm in love
Saturday wait
And sunday always comes too late
But friday never hesitate...
Dressed up to the eyes
It's a wonderful surprise
To see your shoes and your spirits rise
Throwing out your frown
And just smiling at the sound
And as sleek as a shriek
Spinning round and round
Always take a big bite
It's such a gorgeous sight
To see you eat in the middle of the night
You can never get enough
Enough of this stuff
It's friday
I'm in love | | |
| Feeling good. I feel very well despite some heavy work hours the past few days. The transatlantic phonecall was very exciting, and it sure was about time I spoke to the people I've been playing online with for the past two and a half years.
I got the posters I ordered from www.studioronin.com. Christopher Shy is a wonderful artist. Simply wonderful.
Today half the nation lost electrical power in an enormous black out, and the experts had said it would never happen here (commenting on the black out in the US). When the power came back I had defrosted the freezer, had a nice coffee, or actually tea, with some friends and best of all: Taken measures for the fake leather dress and sleeves I'm getting tailored for Friday's party. Actually it's a film festival where I'm going to be dressed up as Pinhead, but it's combined with a fetish/goth party in the same building... too bad my girl won't be there.
Oh well, I have to finish my martini, smoke my cig and put some proper clothes on. In two hours it's time for Slovenian synth/industrial music with Laibach on stage. Exciting.
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| Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you now
You got someone to blame
You say...
One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
One love
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you
Don't care for it
Did I disappoint you
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it's...
Too late
Tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...
Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head
Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now it's all I got
We're one
But we're not the same
Well we
Hurt each other
Then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt
One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers
One life
But we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...life
One
U2/Johnny Cash | | |
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